Together We're Strong

i used to dream in the dark of palisades park

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Ian, Dicker
Male
Thirty
June 9th
Goldenrod City
Hetrosexual
P.I.
Ex-Underboss
My Queen
I want you for a lifetime
5 Foot 11 height
5 Foot 11 height
i used to dream in the dark of palisades park.
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Killian Decker
Together We're Strong
POSTED ON Jan 24, 2022 8:23:25 GMT
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i am the astro-creep, a demolition-style hell american freak. i am the crawling dead, a phantom in a box shadow in your head.

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Light flashes, enveloping the empty living room of Killian's Lavaridge home. The hardwood creaks underneath his weight, a thud echoing as he collapses onto the floor. Whatever Pokémon teleported him is nowhere to be seen, but it's there, pulsing underneath layers of skin and muscle.[break][break]

Safety. Deoxys asked for it not in words but with feeling. Home, Lex, immediately came to mind.[break][break]

"Fuck." The immeasurable pain and suffocating need to breathe, Killian still felt it. He gasped. Drawing in breath to remind himself that he still could, but the panic didn't leave. Is it even his? There's a sea of emotions that picking out his own feels impossible. [break][break]

Lex.[break][break]

He needed Lex.[break][break]

"Lex! Alexandra!" [break][break]

Calm, please....calm down.

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Lex
She / Her
28
January 2
Goldenrod City
Bi
Thief
Ex-Rocket Beast
LET ME TASTE
your blood and tears
5'10'' height
5'10'' height
Going to hell cause it feels like heaven.
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Alexandra Briarwood
Together We're Strong
POSTED ON Jan 26, 2022 0:44:55 GMT
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She’s standing on the porch of their Lavaridge home. The house is situated high on a cliff, overlooking the city below. Behind a pair of flying-types lies a burning sunset, painting the sky with fiery orange that fades into the dark sky above. With a single hand shading her eyes, she watches the Altaria and Charizard spar in the sky. Small bursts of flames and dragon breath spit from their maws as they gracefully dive and twist through the air.

The force of Killian’s fall is even audible outside. It startles her, and she defensively spins to glare behind her. The reflection of the sunset against the living room winds is bright, obscuring her sharp vision into the house. There is a figure, that much is clear. The only one permitted to teleport into the living is herself and Killian, no one else can get past the barriers.

Lex. Alexandra.

There’s distress in his voice, but it is his voice, “Killian?” it only takes a few strides to get to the sliding glass door that she throws open wide.

“Killian!” he’s collapsed on the floor, tense and gasping, “Are you ok?” a stupid question, of course he’s not. But that’s all she can think to ask as her eyes grow wide with concern. Lex knelt beside him. A gentle push should encourage him to roll onto his back. She frantically scans him for any sort of bleeding, any sort of injury but finds no explanation for his condition.

“Killian, what’s wrong? Where’s Loveless?” She scans the room briefly, not finding the source of his sudden appearance. How did he get here?




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Ian, Dicker
Male
Thirty
June 9th
Goldenrod City
Hetrosexual
P.I.
Ex-Underboss
My Queen
I want you for a lifetime
5 Foot 11 height
5 Foot 11 height
i used to dream in the dark of palisades park.
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Killian Decker
Together We're Strong
POSTED ON Jan 27, 2022 8:07:07 GMT
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i am the astro-creep, a demolition-style hell american freak. i am the crawling dead, a phantom in a box shadow in your head.

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Lex's voice brings comfort like a blanket on a cold winter's night. Yanks him to the surface of an ocean that is several leagues deep. Killian can feel the heat from her presence next to him. It's enough to steady his shallow breathes. [break][break]

But that's him. Deoxys doesn't know her. The woman who knelt beside its host is a threat, even if Killian's feelings say otherwise. So when she reaches to touch him, it reacts. [break][break]

The creature's aggression is a bolt of lightning felt in every nerve of Killian's body. "No!" he shouted, but he's too late. His body became not his own. [break][break]

Deoxys' biomass spread up his right arm. Hard and bulky, like armor, the limb rose and reached for Lex's face in one jerky and unnaturally fast movement. If he connected, his fingers would stretch to the back of her head and squeeze.

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Deoxys said no touchy.
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Lex
She / Her
28
January 2
Goldenrod City
Bi
Thief
Ex-Rocket Beast
LET ME TASTE
your blood and tears
5'10'' height
5'10'' height
Going to hell cause it feels like heaven.
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Alexandra Briarwood
Together We're Strong
POSTED ON Feb 1, 2022 1:53:56 GMT
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At her touch, Killian’s body shifts. A strange biomass spreads across his right arm. The redhead’s lips part in awe, there are words but their lost in the surprise. Her throat trembles, a knot tying itself around her windpipes. Even if she wanted to speak, there were no words anymore, not for this.

It all happened so fast. A foreign texture snatches her face, stretching back and around her head. There’s pressure. So much pressure. Her instinct is to draw back, but she’s held firmly in place. A muffled scream seeps through the cracks of Deoxy’s armor. Both of her hands raise, fingernails clawing frantically at whatever it is that’s consumed her. Off. Get it off.

The floor of the living rumbles with the weight of the Charizard as it lands on the terrace. His maw parts, a deafening roar echoing through the home. He stalks forward, jaws parted, and leathery lips curled at the threat. Flames dance from his lips, dripping like drool from the corners. He can’t fire, Lex is in the way.

He can’t speak, but his glare on the man they all have grown to trust says it all, Release her




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Ian, Dicker
Male
Thirty
June 9th
Goldenrod City
Hetrosexual
P.I.
Ex-Underboss
My Queen
I want you for a lifetime
5 Foot 11 height
5 Foot 11 height
i used to dream in the dark of palisades park.
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Killian Decker
Together We're Strong
POSTED ON Feb 6, 2022 3:29:33 GMT
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No, this couldn't be happening. Not Lex. Anyone but her, it could hurt anyone else - he'd help it happily, but she was the line. [break][break]

"I said no!" Killian's face contorted in pain as he fought for control. Trying to force willpower that his exhausted body didn't have onto the creature. Deoxys is just so strong. Their connection weighed too heavily in its favor. "She won't...hurt you." It takes everything he has to stop it from tightening its grip. Getting it to release her feels impossible. [break][break]

Jed doesn't make it any easier. The sight of him agitates Deoxys more. He's a threat - they both are. It must deal with them to ensure the safety of its host. Again, Killian's body transforms, his left arm mirroring his right. [break][break]

Fuck. "Jed, stand down! You're making it worse." Killian looked to Lex, gripped between his mutated hand. "Tell it you're not a threat."

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Deoxys said no touchy.
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Lex
She / Her
28
January 2
Goldenrod City
Bi
Thief
Ex-Rocket Beast
LET ME TASTE
your blood and tears
5'10'' height
5'10'' height
Going to hell cause it feels like heaven.
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Alexandra Briarwood
Together We're Strong
POSTED ON Feb 6, 2022 7:17:36 GMT
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It’s him. . . But it isn’t him. Jed can see that. It’s confusing and it’s too much to handle for him. Another deep growl rumbles through his throat in frustration. The fire the drips from his maw ceases, but he paces anxiously, grumbling and glaring at Killian and the thing leaking out of him.

Lex, on the other hand, can barely hear him. His voice is there, but she doesn’t register the words. She’s frantic, confused, threatened. The pressure increases, literally squeezing the tears out of her eyes. Her fingers continue to claw at the material, trying as hard as she can to rip this thing off her.

“K – K – Killian,” she manages between sobs, “H-Help me.”




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Ian, Dicker
Male
Thirty
June 9th
Goldenrod City
Hetrosexual
P.I.
Ex-Underboss
My Queen
I want you for a lifetime
5 Foot 11 height
5 Foot 11 height
i used to dream in the dark of palisades park.
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Killian Decker
Together We're Strong
POSTED ON Feb 18, 2022 6:02:02 GMT
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MORE HUMAN[break]THAN HUMAN
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i am the astro-creep, a demolition-style hell american freak. i am the crawling dead, a phantom in a box shadow in your head.

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The fingernails clawing desperately to escape its grasp aggravated Deoxys. It screeched inside Killian's mind. Deafening, thought-shattering. Killian flenched, overwhelmed by the shrill.[break][break]

"Fuck! Shut up and let her go!" [break][break]

Why couldn't he take control? He wasn't a puppet for Deoxys to manipulate. It's his body. Killian gritted his teeth and pushed against Deoxys' influence. Heartbreaking as they were to hear, Lex's sobs for help gave him the push he needed. [break][break]

Emotion flooded Deoxys, and it lost control, crushed by the sea of feeling. [break][break]

Suddenly able to move, Killian yanked his hand back from Lex. The arm returned to normal as he scrambled to her side. He reached to comfort her but stopped short. [break][break]

"I'm so sorry. Are you okay?"

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Deoxys said no touchy.
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Lex
She / Her
28
January 2
Goldenrod City
Bi
Thief
Ex-Rocket Beast
LET ME TASTE
your blood and tears
5'10'' height
5'10'' height
Going to hell cause it feels like heaven.
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Alexandra Briarwood
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POSTED ON Feb 18, 2022 8:09:59 GMT
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Finally, there is release. As soon as the pressure releases, Lex pulls away. Fingernails turn their attention from the alien to the carpet, driving into the plush rug to drag her backwards and away from Killian.

What the fuck just happened?

Her amber eyes are wide, crimson hair a mess, and beads of sweat pooling at her brow. The way she looks at Killain is alarming, mostly filled with terror, confusion, and desperation to understand.

Did her eyes deceive her? Did his arm change into that . . . thing?

His comfort is met with resistance. She flinches away, sputtering out a “No,” before pulling herself even further away from him. She’s speechless, broken. Her lips part slightly to respond but nothing comes out.

After a moment of simply staring at him, there’s not much left to say except, “What the fuck was that, Killian?” Is this even Killian? Or an imposter in his place?




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Mouse

Ian, Dicker
Male
Thirty
June 9th
Goldenrod City
Hetrosexual
P.I.
Ex-Underboss
My Queen
I want you for a lifetime
5 Foot 11 height
5 Foot 11 height
i used to dream in the dark of palisades park.
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Killian Decker
Together We're Strong
POSTED ON Feb 22, 2022 23:04:58 GMT
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MORE HUMAN[break]THAN HUMAN
MORE HUMAN[break]THAN HUMAN

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i am the astro-creep, a demolition-style hell american freak. i am the crawling dead, a phantom in a box shadow in your head.

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The fear in her eyes stung, but the way she flinched stabbed a knife into his heart. Afraid of him. The love of his life was terrified of him. "Lex, I...." all he can think to say is sorry. But a repeated apology won't do any good. [break][break]

Killian slumped to the floor with his back against the couch. "Deoxys." he replied, averting his gaze to the tiled ceiling. "It..." How the fuck did he explain what happened when he didn't understand it himself? He swallowed a dry breath and gave it his best. [break][break]

"I don't know. It attacked me and some woman in Oldale Town."[break][break]

Hopefully, got the medical attention she needed.

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Lex
She / Her
28
January 2
Goldenrod City
Bi
Thief
Ex-Rocket Beast
LET ME TASTE
your blood and tears
5'10'' height
5'10'' height
Going to hell cause it feels like heaven.
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Alexandra Briarwood
Together We're Strong
POSTED ON Feb 23, 2022 2:53:33 GMT
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Deoxys.

The name elicits and immediately violent response. Visible tension grows through her body, manifesting as clenched fists, a tight jaw, and shift in her posture.

That fucking alien again.

Killian had been hunting for so long, messing with thing he didn’t understand. Now look at him. He’s infected.

There’s a silence that sink between them as her eyes scan over his body slowly, head to toe. There’s apparent judgement behind the glare and perhaps a hint of disgust as she processes the information. Killian has long known how she feels about Deoxy’s and his hunt for the alien.

“Killian –“ she can’t believe she’s about to say this, “We need to call Lulu or something,” she shakes her head, the words taste bitter in her mouth, “Maybe Darkrai can exorcise this thing out of you.”

Not her Killian. It can’t have her Killian.




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Mouse

Ian, Dicker
Male
Thirty
June 9th
Goldenrod City
Hetrosexual
P.I.
Ex-Underboss
My Queen
I want you for a lifetime
5 Foot 11 height
5 Foot 11 height
i used to dream in the dark of palisades park.
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1,382 posts
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Killian Decker
Together We're Strong
POSTED ON Feb 23, 2022 3:38:46 GMT
Killian Decker Avatar
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[attr="class","decker-big-img"]

[attr="class","decker-1"]
[attr="class","decker-title"]
MORE HUMAN[break]THAN HUMAN
MORE HUMAN[break]THAN HUMAN

[attr="class","decker-tagged"]


[attr="class","decker-subtitle"]
i am the astro-creep, a demolition-style hell american freak. i am the crawling dead, a phantom in a box shadow in your head.

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The long silence forced him away from the ceiling. Blue met gold as he turned his head, and Killian wished it hadn't. From terror to judgment and disgust. All in the whisper of a name. [break][break]

Killian sank lower. How did he look to her right now? Like a freak? A monster? He didn't feel like either of those things. Killian did feel Deoxys. The creature's emotions still throbbed in an abstract place inside his psyche. All he needed to do was reach out and - [break][break]

"Maybe Darkrai can exorcise this thing out of you."[break][break]

"Exorcise me?" his brow furrowed, "I'm not possessed, Lex." the mere thought of being separated sparked fire in his veins. "And I don't want Darkrai or Lulu inside my head." an uptick in volume came with the wiggle of muscle under flesh. [break][break]

"After all the time I spent looking for it, I'm not letting it go either."[break][break]

Yes, he knew how she felt. Lex warned him a dozen times about this very thing. She was speaking from a place of fear. Afraid to lose him, that they'd lose each other.[break][break]

Killian wouldn't let that happen.

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Lex
She / Her
28
January 2
Goldenrod City
Bi
Thief
Ex-Rocket Beast
LET ME TASTE
your blood and tears
5'10'' height
5'10'' height
Going to hell cause it feels like heaven.
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Alexandra Briarwood
Together We're Strong
POSTED ON Feb 25, 2022 18:49:56 GMT
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It’s fair he doesn’t want either of them inside his head. Lex wouldn’t either. She also wouldn’t want a pokemon inside her, controlling her, haunting her. As he continues with his resistance, her eyes grow wider. She can’t believe what she is hearing. He actually wants this alien inside him.

The surprise phases into anger. It just tried to kill her, nearly succeeded.

Of course, she’s scared. She’s terrified. What does this mean? For Killian? For them? For their life? When she touched him, she touched it. When she kissed him, she kissed it. When she slept beside him, she slept beside it. When she marries him, she marries it.That’s not something she agreed to. What if it wasn’t willing to share its new host? What if it lashed out again and he couldn’t control it?

Heat flares inside her chest as her heart tightens into a knot. The tightness swells, spreading to her throat, “I-“ it chokes her, not letting the words form as she shakes her head, “This isn’t what I want, Killian,” it’s forced out as a hushed whisper as she moves a little further away. A quick glance towards the porch is a familiar tactic, not one she’s used in a while.

It’s an easy escape, an easy way to run. Not from him, from it.




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Mouse

Ian, Dicker
Male
Thirty
June 9th
Goldenrod City
Hetrosexual
P.I.
Ex-Underboss
My Queen
I want you for a lifetime
5 Foot 11 height
5 Foot 11 height
i used to dream in the dark of palisades park.
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1,382 posts
part of
TAG WITH @kill
Killian Decker
Together We're Strong
POSTED ON Feb 28, 2022 4:04:30 GMT
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[nospaces]
[attr="class","decker"]
[attr="class","decker-big-img"]

[attr="class","decker-1"]
[attr="class","decker-title"]
MORE HUMAN[break]THAN HUMAN
MORE HUMAN[break]THAN HUMAN

[attr="class","decker-tagged"]


[attr="class","decker-subtitle"]
i am the astro-creep, a demolition-style hell american freak. i am the crawling dead, a phantom in a box shadow in your head.

[attr="class","decker-pkmn"]






[attr="class","decker-post"]

Isn't what she wanted? Killian frowned, head tilted toward the ceiling. [break][break]

"So, what? Are you saying it's Deoxys or you?

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Lex
She / Her
28
January 2
Goldenrod City
Bi
Thief
Ex-Rocket Beast
LET ME TASTE
your blood and tears
5'10'' height
5'10'' height
Going to hell cause it feels like heaven.
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Alexandra Briarwood
Together We're Strong
POSTED ON Mar 2, 2022 15:25:28 GMT
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Her amber eyes burn holes into his. An ultimatum? Her jaw clenches, her voice almost a growl, “That’s not what I said, Killian,” and not an ultimatum she would force upon him.

Why? Why wouldn’t she?

Perhaps not as deep down as it should be, she thinks, no, she knows, he would choose it over her. That’s not a pain she’s willing to put herself through.

Now that her back leans against the wall, she stops. Some of the anger has faded into pain, no doubt a result of the choice she believes he would make, “I just – I’m just-“ she’s too overwhelmed to make any sense of it at all. Why?! Why would he let it inside him?

What does it want?

What happens when it’s finished with him?

“I just don’t know what to do,” she draws her knees closer to her chest, wrapping her arms around them defensively, “What do we do?” It tried to kill her. That’s not ok.




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Ian, Dicker
Male
Thirty
June 9th
Goldenrod City
Hetrosexual
P.I.
Ex-Underboss
My Queen
I want you for a lifetime
5 Foot 11 height
5 Foot 11 height
i used to dream in the dark of palisades park.
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TAG WITH @kill
Killian Decker
Together We're Strong
POSTED ON Mar 3, 2022 2:11:18 GMT
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MORE HUMAN[break]THAN HUMAN
MORE HUMAN[break]THAN HUMAN

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i am the astro-creep, a demolition-style hell american freak. i am the crawling dead, a phantom in a box shadow in your head.

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She didn't ask, but now he can't help but ask himself: Would he pick Deoxys over her?[break][break]

Killian wanted to say no. He wanted to believe with every fiber of his being that if forced to, he'd cut it out of his body and never look back. Anything for Lex, right? If it meant her happiness, her safety, there'd be nothing he wouldn't do. [break][break]

He looked at her.[break][break]

That's not joy in her eyes. It's a messy cocktail of fear, anger, and pain. And she isn't safe with her back against the wall, holding her knees. [break][break]

Shackled by the megaton weight of doubt and distress, Killian's heart sank to his stomach. She didn't know what to do. He didn't know what to say. [break][break]

The silence lingered uncomfortably long until Loveless broke it. She stalked down the stairs and to Lex's side. Rubbing against the redhead's leg, she tried her best to offer her comfort.[break][break]

Killian watched, the tightness in his chest growing worse. "I don't know." he finally said, "But I won't let it attack you again. Ever."

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